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March 20th, 2006
12:59 pm - love in my heart and a no one in my pants
Karin and I saw the scariest commercial yesterday and we turned velociraptor retarded.
I love Karin. I love her because she makes me be a person. Shes the only one who can do that.
Also, I am finding love in my heart for Hans because hes sad like me and we can smoke cigarettes and be mommys together.
So right now, everything is copasetic...except for that Skittles commerical. That is definintly NOT copasetic.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/relaxed.gif) content
Current Music: jack straw the dead
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February 27th, 2006
04:57 pm - i love my mommy
Here is me in the late afternoon, unable to do my homework.
Here is me, 12 hours ago, unable to fall assleep.
Here is me, falling asleep, my homework still not done.
i declare.
i will keep holding on to the things that make me.
i will remmember what it means to be me.
but i will relinquish the memories.
i am not my past.
i am the product of my own creation.
but i am not the things that have happened to me.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/silly.gif) blank
Current Music: girl anachronism d dolls
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February 26th, 2006
01:34 pm - no rest for the weary
i have never, ever, in my entire life, been this terrified.
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February 14th, 2006
07:31 pm - ohmyfuckinggodmytoothhurtsinwaysicannotexplainwhygodwhy
Because I can never not be miserable, I chipped my tooth yesterday. And now I am dying. I am being smited for my transgressions. I just know it.
I loathe myself.
I have to do work for the first time all semester. Bet you that wont work out.
Meanwhile, I'll just keep repeating my mantra.
two weeks.
two weeks.
i can survive
two fucking weeks.
i am not a poet anymore.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/sadani.gif) uncomfortable
Current Music: wu tang clan aint nothing to fuck with
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February 5th, 2006
07:49 pm - A FREE CROCK POT
livejournal is effing homo and it deleted my jammy jam.
all i do is smoke pot and get fat.
its like that summer rony just sat around and got ugly.
i havent spoken to people in forever. kaitlyn brunsden.
karin comes next week. if she doesnt I WILL DIE.
i am all skitsofrenic about my major.
right now im fake watching the superbowl and halfassed updating livejournal.
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: ani evolve
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January 16th, 2006
04:29 pm - in this great future you cant forget your past
so yesterday around 11 emily was like "yea we should go to the city" and i was like "lets get stoned and go to 711 instead"
which remined me of last week when emily was like "we should go see a movie" and i said "lets get stoned and go to 711 instead"
which also reminded me of last month when emily said "lets take a road trip somewhere" and i said "or we could get stoned and go to 711"
in conclusion, where has karin been all vacation?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/question.gif) confused
Current Music: bob marley
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January 14th, 2006
05:29 pm
im cold and lonely
change is horrifying
i am horrified
my finger is hideously deformed
so is my second cousin
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/sad.gif) bored
Current Music: the arcade fire- wake up
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January 9th, 2006
07:39 pm - unwell
violently ill.
might die.
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i love david sedaris.
i hate the random bruise on my leg.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/sick.gif) sick
Current Music: your baby aint sweet like mine she got sauce
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January 8th, 2006
05:55 pm - dirty sweatshirt
i had a dream last night that karin and emily died and all the boys who liked them liked me instead.
and mary kate and ashley were there.
i have problems.
i tried to explain to emily last night that i cannot just choose a guy and make him my own on account of im ugly.
when you're not ugly, its really hard to understand how the world works for ugly people.
its like a completely different universe.
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: bjork- all neon like
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January 4th, 2006
09:07 pm - when im bored...
| My space survey | | Basic Info | | Name?: | DAHNA | | Birthday?: | 1/23/87 | | eye color?: | brown | | hair color?: | black | | height?: | 5'1 | | style?: | que? | | Have you ever? | | laid in the middle of the road: | no | | sang a song silly song in a public place: | song silly song? | | danced in the rain: | no im allergic | | spun in circles until you threw up: | no need for the former | | punched someone: | lover not a fighter | | laughed so hard you cried: | no...one time i peed a lot | | climbed a tree: | maybe when i was like 10 | | been skydiving: | no | | made a snowman: | yea i guess | | ran into a wall: | i pudhrf my brother into one once | | been on a roof: | lauryn and i used to chill on her roof in 7th grade | | been swimming in 30degree weather: | no im not retarded | | drove a car: | im afraid so | | laughed at something someone said that you didnt understand: | no im brilliant | | fell off a swing: | jumped off | | took candy from a baby: | mwahahaha | | this or that | | Mt. Dew or Rootbeer?: | rootbeer | | Beer or wine cooler?: | eww...wine | | Car or truck?: | car | | cat or dog?: | cat | | love or hate?: | gay | | sweet or sour?: | salty | | pink or blue?: | blue | | chad michael murray or johnny depp?: | depp | | silky or fluffy?: | silky | | tall or short?: | tall | | pizza or fries?: | both | | arbys or wendys?: | wendys....there are no arbys in ny | | spring or fall?: | fall | | Randomness | | have you ever went through a redlight?: | yes | | loved someone who didnt love you back?: | perpetually | | saw a family member at a store and didnt say hi?: | oh yeaaa | | jumped out a window?: | walked out a window | | fell down stairs?: | i think i have an anurism | | drank hot chocolate in summer?: | probably | | went down a hill in a sled with no snow?: | err | | skateboarded?: | i tried to in middle school...but i was too fat | | rode your bike in winter?: | rode my bike NEVER | | fell out of a tree?: | no but my dad did | | In a guy/girl | | hair color: | whatever | | hair style: | dont know | | height: | not fat | | weight: | not short | | clothing style: | not naked....well like sometimes naked | | favorite personality trait?: | stupidest shit ive ever been asked | | least favorite personality trait?: | does gay surveys | | would you ever.. | | lie to someones face?: | of course not....suckaz | | run up a 2 mile hill?: | yea if there was a gun to my head and a million dollars at the top | | spread a hurtful rumor about a friend?: | i have like 3 friends....id like to keep them | | throw a 15lb chicken out a car window?: | no id cook that shit | | go outside with an umbrella when it is lightening?: | no im allergic to rain remember | | sit on a tred mill when it is on?: | if money is involved | | favorites.. | | movie: | sallah shabati | | band: | radiohead | | song: | extraordinary machine | | season: | autumn | | animal: | boo | | time of day: | sunrise | | color: | black | | car: | just want you in my caddy | | fabric: | cotton? | | jewel: | hematite | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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January 1st, 2006
10:05 pm - degrassi marathon and im totally creaming myself
dear life,
please stop sucking
your pal,
dahna
dear degrassi,
continue to be awesome
canada forever,
dahna
the shit i deal with....
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/elizabethia/gothicsally/pissed.gif) at karin
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December 31st, 2005
04:52 am - i like these things
Confessions of 2005.
(x) stayed single
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool (not really even remotely love....but something)
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) got head
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
(x) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost a true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe
WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
( ) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent (im good at picking people for my life)
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarassed yourself in front of the class
(x) fell in love with a teacher (mr mont)
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget (mike!)
OTHER
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
(x) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
( ) got a gift you adore
( ) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed/highlighted your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a wild party
(x) drank alchohol
(x) drank alchohol underage
(x) did (a) drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall
(x) met someone who changed your life forever.
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04:44 am - even though ill probably be miserable again tomorrow
sometimes the world just works itself out wonderful.
some things are forever.
Current Mood: soothed
Current Music: fight test- flaming lips
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December 28th, 2005
11:36 am - i dont have to work again until sunday
my boogers are really green and my neck is really stiff and my glands are really swollen. bad times had by me.
if i knew how to, i would read a book right now. but apparently college has rendered me illiterate.
my family is back and on the attack. werdddddd.
my mom got an excersise machine and shes making us all rearrange furniture so she can watch tv while she treds the mill.
im going to the doctor at 1:30.
now i remember why i stopped updating livejournal.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: things will never be the same--thats just the way it is
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December 20th, 2005
11:01 pm
haha im being funny and writing in my livejournal.
i love my friends.
i hate everyone else.
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
went to college. stopped pretending. shrooms. had sex.
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no and no
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
probably one of my dads 4000 sisters...theyre baby makers
4. Did anyone close to you die?
actually not
5. What countries did you visit?
florida. trust me its foreign.
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you didn't have in 2005?
adderol
7. What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
december 23 because thats when i have my dermatologist appointment
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
graduating?
9. What was your biggest failure?
not getting better
10. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
absolutely.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
gas for karins car
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
my mom because she cruised through the e-z pass lane, waving her hand and shouting "suckaaz" at the people paying the toll
and emily because she had 50 pages of quality writing when i needed it the most.
and she rhymed vomit and comit.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
karin, for loving hans more than me. oh and myself.
14. Where did most of your money go?
seat cushions and puddles.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the new fiona apple cd
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
redhot chili peppers :i could die for you
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?: happier
ii. thinner or fatter?: wayyyyyyyyyy fatter
iii. richer or poorer?: poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
making money
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
eating.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with mah peeps
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
nahh
23. How many one-night stands?
im not that kinda girl.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
degrassi
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
pavement
28. What did you want and get?
extraordinary machine
29. What did you want and not get?
perfect hair.
30. What were your favorite films of this year?
mean girls.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
on my 18th birthday i hung out.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
kiicking my dad in the face.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
skirts and pants and lots of layers. i have cool boots.
34. What kept you sane?
clearly nothing. i think i said that last year
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
fiona
37. Who did you miss?
kim gundelach
38. Who was the best new person(s) you met?
ERICA SILBERT, AUBREY SCOTT, AND KAITLYN BRUNSDEN
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
suck my left one.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"you do it to yourself and thats why it really hurts"
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August 22nd, 2005
12:26 pm - i miss karin
karin left last night
i am a mess
i miss my best friend
emily is leaving until wednesday
i only have one night with her
i miss my best friends
helen and i are going for indian food
if i cry, she'll probably rub my back
i love helen
my mom is trying to be nice to me
but for some reason, it isnt enough
this year, everything changed
this cd blasts the essence of this summer
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: i could die for you- RHCP
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July 14th, 2005
05:43 pm - i started out by counting my blessings
10 things that make me happy
Rachel Goldbergs Jack Handy quotes
The theme song from Degrassi
When my mom is nice to me and wants me around
Loemanns
Writing something that makes me cry
Fireworks
Leam defending me when I'm in a fight w/ my mom
Having sex with David Beckham (...okay but it WOULD make me happy)
the last scene of Empire Records when they're dancing on the roof
Being alone on a bus in Tel-Aviv...being alone in the mountains by my grandmother's house....being with my cousins in Naharia....Israel in general (except for when I'm there, then I hate it)
a quality pickle
10 things that make me laugh
Rachel Goldberg's Jack Handy quotes
People drawing on their butts to make them look like faces and then making
them talk
The word nipple, in and out of context
People falling and causing themselves minor injury...and then other peiple
being like "its not funny you ass hole" and not even realizing that makes it
funnier because people are all serious about themselves
Inequitable reactions ("You're mom just died" "Shucks!"..."I lost my pen" "OH MY GOD! OH NO! OH LORD!")
Boys reactions to anything period (haha pun)
puns
Someone touching my armpit (it doesnt happen nearly enough)
Emily Healy
My brothers impression of me
10 things that freak me out
nuns, mormons, mel gibson, UFOs, payus, calendars, child pornography, bumper stickers---all things religious i guess. except religious people...i tend to love people who love god
animals talking (especially when they make their mouths move)
brits
naked people who are naked for no reason and are just like chilling out and
rubbing their bellies and being naked
closed spaces
someone touching me while i sleep
nose bleeds
sketch comedy (especially canadian)
the sound the phone made when I picked it up when I was signing on to AOL...back in the day when dial up still existed
10 things I hate
judgemental people...and not judgmental in like a superficial way,butlike judgemental about peoples morals and personal choices and who they are as an overall person and basing an entire opinion of someone on one thing they do...and then thinking youre better than that person cause you would never do THAT...and then imposing your beliefs on them and not respecting their decisions as their own...and thinking you know them and what motivates them when you have no clue
organs youre supposed to eat
obligation, expectation, organization, evaluation, domination
when people make me dance (literally and figuratively....mostly literal)
hue grant
people trying to help me when they have no idea what they are talking about
being challeneged when i am 100% sure of something....because like HOW often do I claim to be sure of anything
animals
cancer
misogyny, rape...patriarichal hegemony
people who use words like hegemony on their livejournals
Current Music: Janis Joplin- the quiet morning
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July 5th, 2005
07:36 pm - when its important, i dont post friends only
| Your Aquarius Drinking Style |
 Aquarius and drinking don't go together that well (except for water, that is).
You have an innate tendency toward know-it-allism, and if you get an idea while sizzled, you're more stubborn than a stain or a stone.
If you're throwing a party or organizing an outing, however, you're too preoccupied with their duties to get combative -- and you make perfectly charming drunks in that case.
Fortunately, you're usually capital drink-nursers.
You also make the best-designated drivers (if people can get you before you start raising your wrist).
You are fascinated by drunken people and capable of holding interesting conversations with soused strangers while sober. | | Your Signature Cocktails | | Aquarius is likely to order stuff most people have never heard of: a capirinha, Satan's whiskers, a negroni, an Arthur Tompkins. You like to stump the bartender. This sign rules the color electric blue, and you would be pleased by any tipple featuring blue curacao. You also rule the olive tree, so pour the juice into that dirty martini. | | Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies | | Paris Hilton, Jennifer Aniston, Ellen DeGeneres, Dr. Dre, Ashton Kutcher, Christina Ricci, Justin Timberlake, and Elijah Wood. |
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: bjork---- big time sensualityyyyyyyyyyyyyy uh yea
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June 17th, 2005
03:04 pm - going through the year book
i hate the whole fucking school! suck my dick NRHS im fucking done :-)hope you all fucking fall off a cliff. you can read newspapers and listen to decent music and get high sometimes....fucking cure cancer---doesnt change the fact that you completely lack a personality. GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES, YOU ARE ALL FUCKING DORKS.NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW YOURE ALIVE, STOP REMINDING US. GO DIE SOMEWHERE. FUCKING LOSERS.
seniors '05----YER GAY
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: paranoid android
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April 22nd, 2005
11:09 am - i really gave up
Yeah, go! You're Cosmo! (Kramer, that is)
Which Seinfeld character are you?
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Current Mood: calm
Current Music: so long- rilo kiley
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